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    -- word biscuit --
    
                  -- summer snake edition --
    
                                      08-30-98 -- ray heinrich
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  here's wishing your summer was of things (at least) half-decent.
  -ray




                               
          < the summer begins with snakes >
        
        on saturday
        in the basement
        opening 
        the door to the furnace room
        fwuump
        (the sound of a snake falling on my head)
        the rest 
        was not silence
        (but somehow we both survive)
        
        on sunday
        the road  
        the lure of warm gravel         
        a six-footer
        luckily 
        of contrasting color
        stretches out
        six feet
        of no feet
        as the car
        slides in the gravel 
        barely stops
        and Pat jumps out 
        grabbing a branch
        trying 
        to get it off the road
        just a nudge
        should get it to move
        yep
        it hisses and jerks into a coil
        fast
        faster than she can jump
        snakes
        i say
        remembering some TV program 
        can strike their length
        Pat 
        gets a seven foot branch
          
                 - - -
        


    


        
         < a big cat's loose >
        
        and i'm walking at night
        and a twig snaps 
        and it just sounds different
        when a big cat's loose
        
               - - -
        






       
           < lobbying the refrigerator >
        
        George objected 
        to my conversations with the refrigerator 
        feeling that somehow
        i was making a deal
        gaining 
        an unfair advantage
        acquiring 
        improper access
        to what can only be described as
        ice cream
        and beer
        
                      - - -







     
                 < monday >
        
        while not as good as the others
        it's still an acceptable day 
        not to be dead
        
                   - - -
        




        
             < sanctified >
        
        with seven days of offerings
        the god of the kitchen sink 
        needs worshipping
        and i 
        must obey 
        
                  - - -








        
                < last ditch >
        
        i forwarded this from someone 
        who forwarded it from someone else 
        who forwarded it from someone 
        who had 
        absolutely 
        no time 
        on their hands 
        but in 
        desperation 
        copied this 
        from someone else
        who forwarded it 
        in a last-ditch effort 
        to slow 
        the rest of us down
        
                     - - -
        






       
         < forgiven >
        
        my old toaster
        called today
        and forgave me
        for all the times
        i burned the toast
        and blamed it
        
            - - -








       
              < backs >
        
        something has to be weak
        if it's to mean anything
        that is
        if weak's to mean anything
        
        backs
        on the other hand
        don't need to be
        but they are
        
                - - -








        
           < fins >
        
        slowly drinking
        an old car
        its fins
        and chrome strips
        smiling
        through the dust
        
             - - -
        






        
         < trout mailbox >
        
        on the way home
        there's a trout mailbox
        rainbow
        with a speckled belly
        each friday
        i mail it a fresh fly
        irradesent
        green
        
               - - -








                
          < rain tree >
        
        the morning's rain 
        spent in the field
        now under the tree
        the breeze
        revives it
        
        in the field
        the rain finishes
        while under the tree
        the breeze
        lets it rain again
        
        this morning's rain
        stopped by the trees
        then the breeze
        lets it continue
        
        this morning's rain
        held by the trees
        the breeze
        releases
        
             - - -






        
        
         < around here >
        
        it's night
        and the dog needs a walk
        and off to the north there's 
        lightning 
        and thunder
        while around here
        fire-flies
        and the sound of
        hickory nuts
        hitting the ground
        
             - - -




       


       
         < significance >
        
        while walking
        the first images
        rise from the ground
        drawn from what's happening
        a deep-veined leaf
        filled with notes 
        from this summer 
        
             - - -
        


   
     
       


        
           < drugs >
        
        up here 
        they're legally obtainable and cheap
        
        these views
        
        as the city
        spreads herself
        to evening
        
            - - -
           
 




        
            < snow bell tree >
        
        i thought it was a weed
        but didn't pull it up 
        cause i was lazy for a few years
        which gave it a chance to bloom
        lucky 
        for both of us
        
                 - - -








        
           < basic necessities >
        
        dancing
        thinking of trees like this
        and dancing myself
        with them
        and 
        there could be a breeze
        welcome in an afternoon
        a bit too hot
        or
        it could be night
        cool
        with a little light
        pale (as always) from a moon 
        that's almost set
        
                  - - -
        






        
          < overheard >
        
        Shoe Salesman:
            a lawyer?
            but Jenifer
            you're too nice
            to be a lawyer


        Jenifer:
            i'm not really
            that nice
        
              - - -
        
           




       
          < all mine >
        
        my mental illness
        was so convincingly real
        i had to make little notes
        hide them everywhere
        just 
        to remind myself


              - - -










        
         < mostly Country and Western >
        
        Cheryl Wilkins
        written across a box 
        in my attic
        and in it
        there's nothing 
        about the 83 Camaro  
        she loved
        or when she went
        to get groceries
        stopped at a light
        and that Ford pickup
        the driver
        drunk on one of those long Texas roads
        and nothing
        of her three girls
        or that second husband of hers
        she never got along with
        and who wasn't good for much
        though it turned out
        he was pretty good 
        at raising those girls
        no
        just some letters
        stuff from her first husband
        who ended up
        a second lieutenant in Viet Nam
        and a stuffed bear
        and a ring
        won on the midway
        at the Texas State Fair
        in Dallas
        and she wore it
        all the time
        even after its red enamel heart
        cracked 
        and fell out
        cheap thing
        but you can still see
        the impression it left
        
             - - -
        
        






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    well, almost...




  newer stock bio:
    ray heinrich lives in the washington d.c. area.  for many
    years his work has appeared quite randomly in and out of 
    cyberspace.  a while ago, in an effort to avoid the constant 
    and usually futile bickering with the editors of various 
    publications, ray decided to publish himself in his own 
    "word biscuit e-letter".  now it's worse.




  older stock bio:
    ray heinrich is an ex-texas technofreak and hippie-socialist
    wannabe who writes poems for thrills and attention. over the
    years his work has appeared in many small, insignificant 
    publications.  in real life he repairs computers, has always
    been married, loves dogs, and owns a blue fish.



         
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